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Name: Jen
Country: Canada
Birthday: 8/12/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: Hockey, Badminton, CASS, doing what I'm not suppose to be doing


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Member Since: 4/9/2003

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Shadows

I was six years old
When my parents ran away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry-

Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past in the past

I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me(2x)

Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day


Thursday, March 22, 2007

Best Omlet Rice Ever...

I jsut had the best omlet rice ever at joyful...it's called オムライス ハッシュドビーフソース. It was sooo good...it had like chicken, beef, and cheese sauce on top....I think I need one right now!!!!!

I wanted to upload a picture but it's not working..so it's here:
http://www.joyfull.co.jp/menu/lightmeal/img/05.jpg

They call it a light meal for some reason..when it's like 700 kcal..and super super small...probably can eat 2 at once..hahaha...


Monday, March 19, 2007

Google Horoscope for today...

You could end up waiting until the last minute to take care of a number of things today. No matter how much nagging you might get from certain people, make your plans and try to stick to them. Just remember that you can't please everyone. Things should go a lot more smoothly if you just remember to take care of business right now.


Monday, March 05, 2007

I made a post before about stuff that happened in feb but for some reason it didn't show up on the CJP site..so if anyone is interested just go my xanga....

and sorry..totally unrelated to CJP...

Werid Dream...

I had a very werid dream last nite...

I dreamt that i was late going to a bridal shop to go try on my wedding dress since i'm getting married... so I got there late and since i was late my fiance was trying on my dress for me....It fit him a little tight and then I got really worried that i won't fit into it...I can't remember what happened next but then...and then my mum was talking to my fiance's mum and they were getting along really well...and then me and my fiance did that whole looking into each other's eyes and seeing the future... but for some reaosn when i woke up, I felt more like a nightmare and then a good dream...well I guess if my fiance was trying on my wedding dress..something is very wrong....

hmm....




Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Happy 6 Months..I've been in Japan for 6 monthes...time pass both too quicky and too slowly...feels like I've been here forever and have done so much.  I've done a lot of travel and learnt a lot about life but not a lot Japanese or work..hahaha..lotz of stuff coming up but still 5 monthes to go..both looking forward to going home and waiting to stay forever

The last little while

Feb 9-13 Sapporo, Hokkaido (札幌, 北海道).
I went to the Sapporo Snow Festival (雪祭り yuki matsuri), where there are an ice and snow sculpture competition. It was really awesome and some what unreal!!!
highlights...
-the awesome sculpture
- canned beer, seal, whale, and deer
-khanis Ghan cameral, squid and soup curry ice cream, deer bun
-keith telling some buzzed jap guys that we're dating and we're getting married when we go back home
-being drunk 40% of the time there..passing out on the plane
-I only drink sapporo beer now!!!! 'cuz it's freaking the best
-clubbing with snowboarder (heard they were like top 20 in the world)





- please notice the chunck of butter we are suppose to add the ramen

- how to choose..between canned whale or canned seal

- canned uni (sea urchin), beer, deer, seal, whale...yum yum yum


-Ghenis Khan



- is this what heaven looks like?

- real fishes inside

- huge huge huge poster of AU guy


1L of beer...mine 820ml

Feb 18 Chinese new year
Vincent came over from Hamamatsu and we spent the whole day looking for Chinese New year food. I totally didn't think of going Kobe until like on the morning the day of Chinese new year...so stupid





Feb 24 Club Crawl
30 clubs 1000 yen ($10). I remember about 7..I think... A very large Tequilla shot ended my evening a little early..hahaha
We had to had a team name and costume...so we were the nomisugi (which means to drink too much) and we wear ties on our heads becasue drunken salary men usually do that after drinking too much...

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Future
- a couple of trips planned and lotz of places i still wanna go and lotz of visitors too
next weekend - dad in Kansai
end of march - Mount Koya - http://www.japan-guide.com/e/e4900.html
early april - Raymond's wedding in Okinawa
mid april - Yosem and Gabbie coming to visit
golden week - tokyo
May or June - Kyushu?
mid june - some engineering friends coming over
mid july - some crazy weekend trip???? HK? Korea?? Okinawa??
sometime before I go - Jane, Maggie???

Places I still wanna go to
- Cherry Blossom at Yoshinoyama (Mount Yoshino) in Yoshino Town, Nara Prefecture
        http://www.japan-guide.com/e/e4150.html
- Okinawa - August?
- Korea - July?
- HK and TW - ??



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